Caitlyn child conceived in my heart
I have to say goodbye
Too the dream of you and I
You were once part of a family
That one day would be
But your smile I’ll never see.
In your eyes I’ll never look
And your voice I’ll never hear.
I had such High hopes for you,
You were the only daughter I ever wanted
I loved you from the minute your name was spoken
But your tiny body I will never hold in my arms,
I will never see you grow into a beautiful woman
Do understand that for my own sanity I have to let you go
I wish so many times that things could be different
But for some people many things just cannot be
So baby please don’t hate me for having to set the thought of you free
In my heart there always will be a special place reserved for you
I always dreamt you with blue eyes
Curly hair too
A smile so big it would brighten up the world
The beauty of you,
In my heart will always stay true,
You had the love of two mothers,
But the one could not choose this life,
Not for me or you
I love you
For ever and always I’ll do
Goodbye
© Caprice 2009
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